So, a friend of mine today had a breakdown and wanted to give up. He was tired of “it”. It being the shifting from 3D to 5D, the awakening, the ascension whatever you want to call it; The evolution we are going through as a light being on planet earth. He was done. He was tired, fed up angry and discontent. This was not what he signed up for and with tears streaming down his face he looked up into the heavens and said he wants to go home. He wanted answers. He wanted to tap out.
With tears in my eyes as I watched him yearn for home and felt the pain in his heart from the frustration of continuing to move forward one little step at a time in what feels like complete darkness, I told him there are no answers. That we are participating in an awakening that requires 100% trust. That there aren't going to be individuals with shirts on saying team “joe” go this way, do this, go here, say this, participate in this and if you do all these things you will ascend. You see we are ascending as we sleep, as we scream, as we fight and crawl and kick our feet against the floor. We are already ascending. There is no choice in the matter and the only thing you need to do is trust that you are moving forward at you own pace on your own path one long step at a time.
Trust that if something is presented to you and your heart lights up thats a yes. trust that if you move in a direction and your body tightens up thats a no. trust that if someone says something to you and you get goose bumps thats a yes. Those are the answers in the new world.
With each and every experience you have, with or without answers, the only thing you are required to do is continue to move forward. What ascension will teach you is that you don't need answers to evolve into the next highest vibration of your spirit. You don't need to “know” anything. You just need to trust that you are doing the best you can with what you have and that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
You see this ascension is not a walk in the park. It’s not this fantasy of shifting instantaneously into beautiful light beings walking around with huge open hearts every day and loving our way into the next dimension. There are those, perhaps, somewhere, if your lucky, but for most of us this is a struggle and a process. We will slowly begin to bring in more light. We will slowly begin to live form our hearts. But lets not fool ourselves. This is no joke. This is the real thing and this is tough. All your shit will come up. All your pain from lifetimes and lifetimes will be released. You will move in and out of the 5th dimension wanting only to go back to the fifth. The more you shift the more difficult it can be in the third. As you move back and forth in dimensions the more up’s and down’s, high’s and low’s you will find yourself in. And just like my friend in the kitchen looking up asking why know that its all perfectly divine and exactly how it is intended to unfold. This is a marathon not a sprint and there is no right way to do it. The only thing you need to know is that you are moving through it every day on your own divine path. You don't have to “DO” ascension. Ascension has already done you. Now you just get to move through it.
One day, you will turn around and look at the path you took that got you to the beautiful heaven you find yourself in (the fifth dimension) and smile with all the love, joy and compassion, for who you were, who you are and who you are continuing to evolve into.
So, when you find yourself looking up searching for the answers, just remember in the horizon way out where you can no longer see, is your future self in the 5D cheering you on! There is no wrong way to ascend and we are all doing the best we can. May you move through today with as much ease and grace as you can muster up inside. And know that you are doing it!